My birthday,..

Hmmm.. let’s see..

TO DO LIST:

Attend the mass

Eat alone

Sleep

Surf the net

Yun lang?

Ow, I heard that my dad and mom wanted to have a little salo-salo with my relatives here in Bulacan..

Hmmm… let’s see.

(I’ll just upload the photos when I have time… )

We went to Pangasinan again.. with Tsina my cousin and Tita Linda.. The mass was sacred and WE had a great time dealing with those waves! I love Bonuan..

And watching the sunset there with your family is a two thumbs up experience!

Thank you God for letting me experience it with my family.. Thank YOU!

(I’ll just upload the photos when I have time… )

Oooh! We watched This is it! And it’s an awesome concert!

 Too bad Mac didn't able to watch it.. haha!

Whoah.. I Love MJ! :)

Wait. Happy Birthday Lhen! God Bless!

I am half excited and half nervous about it. Actually I don’t know if I’m gonna make it or it would be just another ordinary ‘phase’ of my life… I want to be well prepared for the Board Exam and this is my only last chance.. I have no choice but to grab it and hug it and do my best.. Wooh.

So, I have to say goodbye.

Goodbye:

Laptop

12 hours of sleeping

INTERNET!

LiveJournal (hmmm…)

FaceBook  (hah!)

HOUSECHORES (YAHOO!)

Petiks Mode

Cardona Weekend

Bonding with Bulak

Watching TV

Shopping / Movies

Endless chatting

Games

1 ½ hours in the bathroom

Beer (what?!)

Peace

Twitter

Sound Trip

Hmmm.. does it sounds like I’m going to die? Haha!

Of course I’ll still have those things..  but of course a little less.. and hmm.. okay, I’ll control it as much as I can..

Woo.

A big GOOD LUCK for me and a lot of PRAYERSSSSS..

: )

Okay.

 Jerico and I talked earlier.. hmmm.. about an hour ago.. we talked about things that matter about his future, his  studies  - HIS LIFE.

“aayusin ko na talaga”

He always say it. Every time things like this happens, he always say that line.. it’s like a refrain from a song. And I don’t even see the progress or any effort from him that he will do his part..

I told him my feelings, my thoughts about his situation.. everything that I thought I have to say for  him.. actually, I want him to cry.. I want him to break his feeling so he can say everything that is bothering him.. I want to know what makes him so rebellious and do such childish things.. I know something is wrong but I want to come out right in his very own lips.. I can see some tears hanging in his eyes and I know that behind those tears, there is something that he wants to tell me…

And believe it or not… I know that my eyes widened, my heart pounds, sweats came out with just a single question from him.. (yes, you can imagined just like in the teleserye..)

“sino ba talaga nanay ko?” and he cried…

I just hugged him. : ‘ (

Well HELLo! It’s down syndrome mode again.. haha! I don’t know how to expliain it. It’s just at some point in my lame life, I became soOo quiet and just noy in the mood of interacting to other creatures..  Siguro naman hindi lang ako ang ganito, or am I really the one who feels it? Doomsday!

Anyway. Last night (Oct 8 2009) I had a chance to watch an online gig of Sponge Cola courtesy of Myxph.com! Yes naman! Haha..

I enjoyed the setlist especially when they sang Sa Bingit Ng Isang Paalam and Dragonfly. I really love that song(s)

And speaking of Dragonfly, I have a pet Dracosfly. HE is a dragonfly. Believe it or not I’ve identified its gender by simply looking at it for 28 seconds.. and sadly he only lived for 27 hours.. He died earlier :( …..

As I was saying earlier, I woke up today not having that mood to join the normal world. I just nod and sigh at each questions and conversations.. And at this moment I’ve realized that… I AM STUPID. Haha! I admit it, okay, so stop raising your eyebrows there.

I woke up 4:30am I think. Had my habit, plug in the comp and surf the net while eating the healthiest meal on Earth – Pancit Canton! Why? It’s my fav-O-rite eh. Then, after everyone left and did their commitment to the normal world, I started doing house chores! Oh, I love house chores! Especially when I AM ALONE. It’s easier for me to ‘clean’ da haus.. Nobody directs me to ‘o iakyat mo to’ ‘ilagay mo to dito’ ‘tapusin mo to’ – NO! Masyado ko naming kinarir ang pagiging mutsatsa no!

I defrost the fridge a.k.a frid-ji-der! Ya, see those blood like there at the corner? eeEEeeEeeWwwww! The Ice was so kapal like HIS face.. after struggling on that ice, I felt that a muscle grew at my left arm..  and down at my left thigh, I can feel that an arm grew somewhere..

While waiting for that ref to defrost itself.. I decided to eat a MEAL. Yes, even stupid creatures like me can cook ‘easy’ food. I decided to have my V.Luna Favorite Ordered Meal collectively known as TAPSILOG.

O ha! Anong say mo? In fairness! If I were to grade that.. hmmm..

PLUS: 10 points for effort! Haha.. having a total of 80! Yey! (served with Siomai from KapitBahay and Grape Juice from the defrosting Fridge.)

Awwwww… poor Bulak. That dog is my only companion in the house.. wala naming ginawa kundi humiga at mang asar.. hehe.. Love that dog!
 

After eating… after everthing.. I’ve finally accomplished something..

This is our house in a 'good mood'

Woo.. That’s it. That’s my day. I am productive, stupid, moody and ALOOF all at the same time! Beat that!

Next entry is about Anger (hmmm..)

it’s really heartbreaking to look at this photos and also it’s painful to watch news nowadays.. I can’t help listening to those crying children who’ve lost their parents and valuable things.

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But there is one BIG help that you can give..

PRAY.

Anyway, this entry is all about updating… The last entry was San Juan Kas Video. Last August 8, the San Juan Clan marks another history in the calendar. We attended the mass at Manaoag and enjoyed the beach at Dagupan.. that day was one of the most happiest,  momentous and outrageous day of my life (so far ha) and then the second half of the video is for the Despidida of Ate Erdeth and Kuya SeeJay. The two went home and spent their one month of vacation doing…. Nothing.. haha! I miss them and I missed them already, they went back to their respected countries again. Kuya seejay at Dubai and ate erdeth at Sudan.

Next, Tita aida bought another videoke! Haha! We even celebrated that one! How pathetic.

So much of that nothingness.. Since, everybody says that: I AM  SELFISH. Okay, let’s talk about MYSELF.

I’ve been reading the Pacop and Manor ReviewerSssSs… kinda toxic but I know and I hope this can help me on the battle next year.. (whew, may ganun?!) I had a haircut last July (tagal na) and it’s mahaba na ngayon. Hmmm.. what else?

BEFORE…

The after? It’s useless to show it cause it grew again. But, I miss my hair.. my long boring hair.. haha!

Many things happened and I know that there are still lots of that… well, as long as everything matters, I am here. =)

WALA akong magawa.. kasi andito ako, andyan ka..

“Kahit sabihin mong si Michelle Branch ang kumanta ng Thousand Miles maniniwala ako”